The past few weeks since he's been home, I've just been like.... how come, I love you so much, see you so much, care about you so much, you're my world, you're my dreams, you're my air....but when it comes to me? I'm basically just another wall in a room... but maybe if that wall wasn't there, the room might come crashing down? But no, support beams will ALWAYS be in the wall and the wall can't go anywhere, so there the wall sits. there I sit... wasting my life on YOU and your bullshit..... We're like two magnets, both negative. It's imposable to get them to stick together, unless you force them to..Even when they are forced together, as soon as you let go- they bounce apart. They need to constantly be held together, never allowed to part- because they can't come together on their own, no matter what.
Well painted passion
You rightly suspect
Impersonation
The dumbing down of love
Jaded in anger
Love underwhelms you
No box of chocolates
Whichever way you fall
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
What will happen
Lover alone without love
Will you miss him?
Lover alone without--without love
No, no I'll get this
I want to treat you
You're still not famous
And you haven't struck it rich
Underachieving
'Cause no one's receiving
This tunnel vision
It's turning out all wrong
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
What will happen
Lover alone without love
Will you miss him?
Love alone without, without love
Music is worthless, unless it can
Make a complete stranger
Break down and cry
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
And what will happen
Lover alone without love
And will you listen
Lover alone without, without love
Without love
Without love
Chelsita Anne's blog of wonder
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tonights dinner....
1 Med. Eggplant sliced to desired size
1/3 C. Lemon Juice (approx.)
1/4 C. Soy Sauce (approx.)
1/4 C. Hot Pepper Juice (approx.)
1tbs Mrs. Dash Garlic and Herb
3tbs White wine of choice (approx.)
1 1/2 C. Cubed Turkey/Chicken
1/4 C. Flour
1tbs White Sugar.
Cooking oil, add when needed.
Water, add when needed.
Soak eggplant in lemon juice, soy sauce, and Mrs. Dash Garlic and Herb. Toss into thin layer of hot oil in frying pan, add more oil when needed to prevent burning of eggplant. Cook until tender. Plate eggplant, and de-glaze frying pan with white wine and leftover spice and liquid mixture. Add flour to form a paste. Add water to keep paste from being too thick, and work into a glaze, then add sugar. Add cubed turkey/chicken and mix until heated through. Plate with eggplant and top with orange zest.
Enjoy!!!!
Okay so I just like... invented this haha... It's good... trust me :) but you must like odd flavors!!!
Monday, December 20, 2010
School School I'm So Cool
Done with school!
Okay so I have a business class tonight, but I just have to hand in a 6 page report (yikes!) then listen to people's reports, and then skeet on home!
Haha..
Working on my yaoi and twincest, but I keep drawing blanks :( I'm so sad that my plot bunnies have gone into hibernation for the winter!!!! But sadly, I know they're going to wake up again RIGHT when I have school next!!! Dammit :(
But for now, I'm sitting at the college on my netbook typing this and a sex scene :P meh
I'm freezing my balls off!!! It's so cold in here D: oh noes... But on that note... I suppose I should go get my mommy from work!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
English Class
English class was completely pointless today. We somehow stupidly got on the conversation of evolution vs. creationism. Well, naturally, only a few people were talking and agreeing with one side or the other. I believe in evolution, TO AN EXTENT. I don't believe that we came from monkeys, whether there is 'proof' or not, there are obviously other ways to look at things.
First off, Christians aren't the assholes. Who made up the theory of purgatory and all of that bullshit? Catholics. I consider myself a Protestant/Conservative. I don't believe in purgatory or most of the bullshit that Catholics tend to get off on. So don't say that the Christians are making things up.
Second, who's to say that God didn't create Adam and Eve? What if...(now here's my theory)... What if God CREATED EVOLUTION and MADE little molecules that were on Earth, form into people and animals? You know how microscopic pairs can split into two or more? Well, who's to say that Adam, God's evolutionary creation, didn't split into two...forming Eve...? When amoeba's split, they aren't necessarily identical. Thus, creating a new sex of the human race, and the possibility to breed with no longer having the need to reproduce asexually.
Think about it.
First off, Christians aren't the assholes. Who made up the theory of purgatory and all of that bullshit? Catholics. I consider myself a Protestant/Conservative. I don't believe in purgatory or most of the bullshit that Catholics tend to get off on. So don't say that the Christians are making things up.
Second, who's to say that God didn't create Adam and Eve? What if...(now here's my theory)... What if God CREATED EVOLUTION and MADE little molecules that were on Earth, form into people and animals? You know how microscopic pairs can split into two or more? Well, who's to say that Adam, God's evolutionary creation, didn't split into two...forming Eve...? When amoeba's split, they aren't necessarily identical. Thus, creating a new sex of the human race, and the possibility to breed with no longer having the need to reproduce asexually.
Think about it.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
There's no way this just happens on its own
★ I want to live like a star. Shine brightly and then burst into a thousand pieces of glitter and stardust ★
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Stuffed Cabbage Leaves
1 Can Chick peas
1/2 Onion
1/4 Large green bell pepper
1/2 Small zucchini
1c Dry rice
Cabbage ends/bits (Chopped)
4oz or less Honey dew melon
1lb Turkey Burger
1/2 cup shredded cheese (I used cheddar)
Fresh herbs
Seasoned Salt
Fresh ground pepper
Garlic powder
Ground ginger
Curry powder
Crushed red pepper
Boil cabbage leaves for 3 minutes each, set aside. Mix the rest of ingredient and place a large amount (but not too large) of mixture into a leaf, roll and fold in sides, continue to roll.
Bake at 350 for 45minutes or until done, top with tomato sauce.
1/2 Onion
1/4 Large green bell pepper
1/2 Small zucchini
1c Dry rice
Cabbage ends/bits (Chopped)
4oz or less Honey dew melon
1lb Turkey Burger
1/2 cup shredded cheese (I used cheddar)
Fresh herbs
Seasoned Salt
Fresh ground pepper
Garlic powder
Ground ginger
Curry powder
Crushed red pepper
Boil cabbage leaves for 3 minutes each, set aside. Mix the rest of ingredient and place a large amount (but not too large) of mixture into a leaf, roll and fold in sides, continue to roll.
Bake at 350 for 45minutes or until done, top with tomato sauce.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Hotel review and other fun stuff
We went to "Boston" and stayed at the Crowne Plaza in Danvers, Massachusetts. The place was up on a hill in the middle of no where off the highway, and we were a little surprised to see a Coco Key water park attached to the building.
Over all, walking into the place was gorgeous. The lobby was very nice and had a few lounges. But the trouble started when we walked up to the desk to check in and were told about a $100 fee for a security deposit on the room. Okay? So we paid it...She told us we should receive the money back on our card after 7 business days... What ever. We walked away after being told our room was ready. She pointed us to a parking lot and said we could access the elevator from over there. The entrance wasn't too obvious and there were no hotel carts around to wheel our heavy luggage up to the 4th floor...Wonderful.
We arrived on the 4th floor and were disappointed to find that our room was the 2nd to last one on the left at the end of the long hallway. Not much to our surprise, the room wasn't ready. We stood around for a minute and looked down to see room service wasn't much far away, so we decided to head back down to the car with our heavy bags and head on over to TGI Fridays for a good lunch.
Considering we had checked in the hotel at 10:30am or so, and it was now past 1 in the afternoon, we figured the room should be ready. It wasn't. Mom got pissed and walked down to the lobby, threw her heavy bag onto the floor and stormed over to a manager. Our problem was finally fixed when the woman gave us a new room that was closer to the elevators. We stepped into our room and tossed our things down.
The room was blistering hot, and it stunk like old feet, of course, so did the rest of the hotel. Oh and what a wonderful view of the roof and parking lot we had! I had to use the bathroom, of course, so I went and and found only one bar of soap for 4 people.
I found the girls at the front desk slightly dumb, to say the least...On the hotel website it said that they had a Starbucks located in the hotel and they knew nothing of it. We just happened to be talking about it and another guest had to tell us that it closed a while ago. Wonderful news again!
At this point my mother and sister just wanted to go to the pool and relax for a while, so Alicia and I stayed in the room and considered going down for a swim. Well, before we knew it, Mom returned with a disappointed little sister because you have to pay $5 to use the pool. Wow!?!
What ever, we got over it. We went to our meeting of Andrew Wommack and had a blast. Sleeping was good, the beds were comfy and I felt like I was on a big marshmallow. And when my iPod died, no one even snored! I was very pleased with the restless night I had.
Morning rolled around and we were hungry, obviously. There was no continental breakfast, (did I mention that when we wanted a pizza delivered, they wouldn't bring it to our room for security reasons? Way to treat your guests...) Anyways, breakfast for 4 cost $50. It wasn't even very appetizing. Fed up, and ready to go home, we left the hotel with very poor attitudes. But it seemed as if they wanted us to stay! We pressed the button for an elevator and waited... waited... waited... over five minutes went by and we laughed and found another one... same issue. What ever! Broken elevators! We bounded down the stairs with our luggage and stormed out to the car while Mom checked us out.
http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/cp/1/en/hotel/bosns?crUrl=/h/d/cp/1/en/hotelsearchresults&rpb=hotel&start=11
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Andrew Wommack gave us some things to look up in the Bible while we were there. He said a few more but I just couldn't keep up, he shouts them out one after another! Haha!
Luke 16:10-13
Eph. 1:1-4, 14-19, 6-8
Psalms 1:39
Jer. 29:11
Galations 5:22, 2:20
James 2:19
Romans 10:9, 5:8, 10:17
John 6:63
1 John 4:17
1 Peter 2:21-24, 1:23
2 Peter 1:3-4
Proverbs 23:7
1 Cor. 6:17
He also said some inspirational and funny things.
"You're already blessed." Meaning you don't need to ask the Lord to bless you or save you/someone else from sin, that's already happened.
"God's in your belly; that's why you look down when you pray."
"The church is teaching 'The God Father', not God the Father."
"God loves you, stupid.."
"Your born again spirit is identical to Jesus."
(I came up with this one) "Demonic Party: Invite only. Guess what? You're not invited!" he was teaching about how you invite demons into your life, but you don't have to...or something.
"Don't embrace illness. It's not who you are." As in saying something like, "Oh I've been diagnosed with cancer but I accept my illness and I'll live with it....." so on and so forth.
"What a stupid prayer..."
"Some people may think I'm weird....But hey, I think you're weird."
"Thank you Father that You have already saved them." As in, you must thank the Lord for your healing, it may not be visible (yet) but you're healed.
"If God could be confused, he would be confused."
"You don't have to speak in tongues, you get to."
"Don't pray heaven down, pray heaven up!"
"Most Christian music is sorry, it's terrible...It will kill you!"
"If I was God, I would just dropkick us off the Earth...Right into space!"
Over all, walking into the place was gorgeous. The lobby was very nice and had a few lounges. But the trouble started when we walked up to the desk to check in and were told about a $100 fee for a security deposit on the room. Okay? So we paid it...She told us we should receive the money back on our card after 7 business days... What ever. We walked away after being told our room was ready. She pointed us to a parking lot and said we could access the elevator from over there. The entrance wasn't too obvious and there were no hotel carts around to wheel our heavy luggage up to the 4th floor...Wonderful.
We arrived on the 4th floor and were disappointed to find that our room was the 2nd to last one on the left at the end of the long hallway. Not much to our surprise, the room wasn't ready. We stood around for a minute and looked down to see room service wasn't much far away, so we decided to head back down to the car with our heavy bags and head on over to TGI Fridays for a good lunch.
Considering we had checked in the hotel at 10:30am or so, and it was now past 1 in the afternoon, we figured the room should be ready. It wasn't. Mom got pissed and walked down to the lobby, threw her heavy bag onto the floor and stormed over to a manager. Our problem was finally fixed when the woman gave us a new room that was closer to the elevators. We stepped into our room and tossed our things down.
The room was blistering hot, and it stunk like old feet, of course, so did the rest of the hotel. Oh and what a wonderful view of the roof and parking lot we had! I had to use the bathroom, of course, so I went and and found only one bar of soap for 4 people.
I found the girls at the front desk slightly dumb, to say the least...On the hotel website it said that they had a Starbucks located in the hotel and they knew nothing of it. We just happened to be talking about it and another guest had to tell us that it closed a while ago. Wonderful news again!
At this point my mother and sister just wanted to go to the pool and relax for a while, so Alicia and I stayed in the room and considered going down for a swim. Well, before we knew it, Mom returned with a disappointed little sister because you have to pay $5 to use the pool. Wow!?!
What ever, we got over it. We went to our meeting of Andrew Wommack and had a blast. Sleeping was good, the beds were comfy and I felt like I was on a big marshmallow. And when my iPod died, no one even snored! I was very pleased with the restless night I had.
Morning rolled around and we were hungry, obviously. There was no continental breakfast, (did I mention that when we wanted a pizza delivered, they wouldn't bring it to our room for security reasons? Way to treat your guests...) Anyways, breakfast for 4 cost $50. It wasn't even very appetizing. Fed up, and ready to go home, we left the hotel with very poor attitudes. But it seemed as if they wanted us to stay! We pressed the button for an elevator and waited... waited... waited... over five minutes went by and we laughed and found another one... same issue. What ever! Broken elevators! We bounded down the stairs with our luggage and stormed out to the car while Mom checked us out.
http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/cp/1/en/hotel/bosns?crUrl=/h/d/cp/1/en/hotelsearchresults&rpb=hotel&start=11
--- ---
Andrew Wommack gave us some things to look up in the Bible while we were there. He said a few more but I just couldn't keep up, he shouts them out one after another! Haha!
Luke 16:10-13
Eph. 1:1-4, 14-19, 6-8
Psalms 1:39
Jer. 29:11
Galations 5:22, 2:20
James 2:19
Romans 10:9, 5:8, 10:17
John 6:63
1 John 4:17
1 Peter 2:21-24, 1:23
2 Peter 1:3-4
Proverbs 23:7
1 Cor. 6:17
He also said some inspirational and funny things.
"You're already blessed." Meaning you don't need to ask the Lord to bless you or save you/someone else from sin, that's already happened.
"God's in your belly; that's why you look down when you pray."
"The church is teaching 'The God Father', not God the Father."
"God loves you, stupid.."
"Your born again spirit is identical to Jesus."
(I came up with this one) "Demonic Party: Invite only. Guess what? You're not invited!" he was teaching about how you invite demons into your life, but you don't have to...or something.
"Don't embrace illness. It's not who you are." As in saying something like, "Oh I've been diagnosed with cancer but I accept my illness and I'll live with it....." so on and so forth.
"What a stupid prayer..."
"Some people may think I'm weird....But hey, I think you're weird."
"Thank you Father that You have already saved them." As in, you must thank the Lord for your healing, it may not be visible (yet) but you're healed.
"If God could be confused, he would be confused."
"You don't have to speak in tongues, you get to."
"Don't pray heaven down, pray heaven up!"
"Most Christian music is sorry, it's terrible...It will kill you!"
"If I was God, I would just dropkick us off the Earth...Right into space!"
Dreams!!!
Weird, but nice, dream last night...
After I FINALLY fell asleep... I had a dream about Zac...
It was so weird...we were standing around somewhere with a bunch of people and he walked over to me, smiling, and said, "You still like me, right? Maybe you and I should go out and we'll go to the art museum and look at paintings and you can tell me what you might have done differently if you painted them."
He had this overly cocky attitude and wore sunglasses...It was soooo strange...but it made me happy :) but then so sad :( cause I woke up right before I said "yes".........
After I FINALLY fell asleep... I had a dream about Zac...
It was so weird...we were standing around somewhere with a bunch of people and he walked over to me, smiling, and said, "You still like me, right? Maybe you and I should go out and we'll go to the art museum and look at paintings and you can tell me what you might have done differently if you painted them."
He had this overly cocky attitude and wore sunglasses...It was soooo strange...but it made me happy :) but then so sad :( cause I woke up right before I said "yes".........
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Things I want to try.
There's this guy that I'm working on going out with...and maybe on our third or forth date...I'll cook him dinner? It seems like a good idea!
So I want to try and make Creme Brulee for a dessert... Nakji Bokum (spicy octopus with veggies.) and some other things...
So I want to try and make Creme Brulee for a dessert... Nakji Bokum (spicy octopus with veggies.) and some other things...
Monday, June 28, 2010
Random blog about my crazy self and feelings and how happy I am
Okay so I didn't have a ride down to Tahlia's and Mrs. Mino offered me a ride with them. So I went to get in the back of the car and she basically shoved me and was like "SIT UP FRONT WITH ZAC!" sooo...I wound up riding around with him for over an hour by his side. OHHHHH I was so happy.... When we stopped at Rite Aid in Canaan (speaking of Canaan, some kid just bit the dust, literally, he fell off his bike and died behind Stop N' Shop.) anywho, when he backed the car up his arm was right around me and nnnggg *smiles* :)
Haha! And I don't care who reads this :O
Haha! And I don't care who reads this :O
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Going to NYC!
I totally have enough money to go to NYC now.
$30 for the train ride.
$16 for general admission to the Museum.
$20 (give or take) for lunch/dinner.
I'd figure I'd leave from Wassaic at 8:30 and arrive around 10:30...Is Friday a bad day to go? I suppose it would be...But it's also in the summer and any day would be bad... ne? X____x
June 11th is sounding good...Wish "you know who" could go with me ;) hehe. I'd love that! ohhh my heart is fluttering just thinking about it... ^-^'
$30 for the train ride.
$16 for general admission to the Museum.
$20 (give or take) for lunch/dinner.
I'd figure I'd leave from Wassaic at 8:30 and arrive around 10:30...Is Friday a bad day to go? I suppose it would be...But it's also in the summer and any day would be bad... ne? X____x
June 11th is sounding good...Wish "you know who" could go with me ;) hehe. I'd love that! ohhh my heart is fluttering just thinking about it... ^-^'
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I don't feel you in my dreams anymore...
There may be a day... When we lose hold ... of each other's hands. But ... I can't stop believing... I can't stop wanting him... I can't help ... But give you all of my heart...
Monday, March 8, 2010
Messed up dreams and mixed feelings
Kay so, everyone knows I love James. He even knows that. I would do ANYTHING for the boy.
But the past two nights, I've had some effed up dreams...
First night, I was running away from someone chasing my family and me. Was about to get onto the subway and James was there and said "Wanna sit with me?" and I turned and he had this warm caring smile on his face. So we sat together and held hands.
Second night (last night) It started with me, my friends and of course James, hanging out behind the old station in Canaan...Some guy did a drive by on us, I watched my friends die. I got shot. I died. Knew it was a dream so I bit my lip to wake myself up. The pain I was feeling was me laying on myself wrong.
Fell back asleep, same dream, but I didn't get shot. James did, I crawled over to him and kept telling him not to die. Woke up.
Fell BACK asleep, it was me, James, and this small girl about 3-4 years old with beautiful eyes and dark hair and a gorgeous smile. She was so adorable...I turned to James and he had that sweet warming smile on his face again and the little girl called me Momma and him Daddy.
ARRGGG -_-' yea so thats it...
But the past two nights, I've had some effed up dreams...
First night, I was running away from someone chasing my family and me. Was about to get onto the subway and James was there and said "Wanna sit with me?" and I turned and he had this warm caring smile on his face. So we sat together and held hands.
Second night (last night) It started with me, my friends and of course James, hanging out behind the old station in Canaan...Some guy did a drive by on us, I watched my friends die. I got shot. I died. Knew it was a dream so I bit my lip to wake myself up. The pain I was feeling was me laying on myself wrong.
Fell back asleep, same dream, but I didn't get shot. James did, I crawled over to him and kept telling him not to die. Woke up.
Fell BACK asleep, it was me, James, and this small girl about 3-4 years old with beautiful eyes and dark hair and a gorgeous smile. She was so adorable...I turned to James and he had that sweet warming smile on his face again and the little girl called me Momma and him Daddy.
ARRGGG -_-' yea so thats it...
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Totally stoked for spring!!!!
Not just because it's going to get warmer, oh no no no! I'm happy because I have a garden planned out!!!
I'm going to have a nice garden with a pond and a bench, the bench will be under a sakura tree!!! I'll have a stone pathway that goes through the garden. The rest of the garden will have Irish moss, Japanese bloodgrass, Hardy Japanese lily's and I was thinking Mosquito shoo geranium. I have such a beautiful picture in my head!!!
(Oh yes there will be more flowers in the garden, as soon as I find some wonderful roses and what not.)
I'm also going to have a veggie garden and I think I'm going to build boxes, all different sizes (big to small) and fill them with dirt and stack them up on top of each other as sort of like a pyramid!
Plants I'm going to grow innnn that:
Radish's,
Carrots,
Lettuce,
Onions,
Cucumbers,
Summer (yellow) squash,
And marigolds around the plants to keep bugs away!
I also have Evening sun sunflowers, Heavenly Blue morning glories and some wonderful beautiful Star of Yelta morning glories!!! They're such a beautiful purple!
I'm so happy that I have something to keep me busy and keep my mind off things. OFF TO FIND OUT HOW TO BUILD A POND~! lol
Just my random blogging.
This year is going to be a GREAT year! I just know it should be..Okay so not such a great start, yeah yeah but well, uncle John bought me a car (yeah so I have to pay him back, so what?) but hey, 1991 Dodge Shadow Hatchback. Lots of work put into it, hey- it's four wheels and will get me to school.
I have to get a job to pay him back and pay for insurance and pay back my student loan and pay my grandmother back for driving classes. No biggy. Just means I can't move out haha (SHITTT).
I'm going to have a garden this year. My own garden. It will be small, cute, and simple. I'm going to have a wonderful patio area that has a bench and some flowers and a wonderful sakura tree.
Maybe I'll build a fireplace that has a smoker and I can smoke everything I BBQ!!! Well~ I'm going to pick flowers out now...and...trees, I want a wonderful magical garden. *spins around in a pretty moonlight purple dress* =]
I have to get a job to pay him back and pay for insurance and pay back my student loan and pay my grandmother back for driving classes. No biggy. Just means I can't move out haha (SHITTT).
I'm going to have a garden this year. My own garden. It will be small, cute, and simple. I'm going to have a wonderful patio area that has a bench and some flowers and a wonderful sakura tree.
Maybe I'll build a fireplace that has a smoker and I can smoke everything I BBQ!!! Well~ I'm going to pick flowers out now...and...trees, I want a wonderful magical garden. *spins around in a pretty moonlight purple dress* =]
Monday, February 22, 2010
I finally broke.
There is no one that I want to hang out with- my brother is gone, my cousin's are gone, my friends from church are gone.
I've created many different people in my head and I suppose I've gone crazy- but they're better conversation than anyone I know.
I don't wish to go to Arizona anymore- sorry. I wish to attend UMASS in Amherst, Massachusetts after I'm done getting my core classes done at BCC. I'll live in a dorm, I'll work somewhere near by.
I've always been alone. I want to live alone...
SCREW THAT SHIT >.< UGH FML
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Obsessed
I cried and clung onto him to stop... A hand reaches out in vain...But the one on the other end will never turn back... He gently cradled me, and then tossed me... Even if I see him again, he'd just lead me on...It would only be painful... ♥
...And this is your last chance to make, a confession~... I'll wear you around my neck, you're my possession~... Or how I love the way you taste- my obsession~... And don't you know, control requires, your deception~?
When I'm assaulted by negativity... and unable to climb out of this deep, dark hole... you lift me up... ever-so easily...
I Luvvvv yew mucho mucho :( and you don't love me... D: well you do...but...not like I love you. *folds arms* humph....
I wanna smack you in the face and scream at you...WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME!?!?!?? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!?!?!?!? D: bastard!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
When (edit)
When you find out your best friend loves you like you love him, but he wont express it- you doubt your friendship. But even still, there's just that part that says "nope! It's there!"
I love my best friend and would do anything for him. If he got put out on the streets, I'd take him in and take care of him. Not just because I'm that type of person, but because I care about him sooo much :(
I still don't think he realizes that I actually would do things like that for him.
I hate to see him upset and I despise other girls talking to him and trying to console him. It's my job to comfort him and make sure he's not hurt by his stupid girlfriend/s and father.
I feel like his freaking ex-wife or something. Someone that couldn't make anything but a friendship work with him. (A friendship where I care for him and make sure he behaves.)
When he talks about moving away and leaving here. I get worried and sad :(
I can understand that life sucks, but I don't think it would be the same without him here...
Just...UGH!
I love my best friend and would do anything for him. If he got put out on the streets, I'd take him in and take care of him. Not just because I'm that type of person, but because I care about him sooo much :(
I still don't think he realizes that I actually would do things like that for him.
I hate to see him upset and I despise other girls talking to him and trying to console him. It's my job to comfort him and make sure he's not hurt by his stupid girlfriend/s and father.
I feel like his freaking ex-wife or something. Someone that couldn't make anything but a friendship work with him. (A friendship where I care for him and make sure he behaves.)
When he talks about moving away and leaving here. I get worried and sad :(
I can understand that life sucks, but I don't think it would be the same without him here...
Just...UGH!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Bitch!
You're melodramatic and all around a pompous ass. You have no self respect for yourself or anyone that's around you. You think you're all "high and mighty" but in actuality- you're a senseless slut.
You used to be my friend, but now I can't even stand to just see your picture or your name. I CAN'T STAND YOU!!!!
I just wanna punch you in the face >_<' I've never wanted to just punch someone in the face so bad before...I've had dreams about punching you in the face and telling you off- but I'm just NOT that type of person. GAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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