The past few weeks since he's been home, I've just been like.... how come, I love you so much, see you so much, care about you so much, you're my world, you're my dreams, you're my air....but when it comes to me? I'm basically just another wall in a room... but maybe if that wall wasn't there, the room might come crashing down? But no, support beams will ALWAYS be in the wall and the wall can't go anywhere, so there the wall sits. there I sit... wasting my life on YOU and your bullshit..... We're like two magnets, both negative. It's imposable to get them to stick together, unless you force them to..Even when they are forced together, as soon as you let go- they bounce apart. They need to constantly be held together, never allowed to part- because they can't come together on their own, no matter what.
Well painted passion
You rightly suspect
Impersonation
The dumbing down of love
Jaded in anger
Love underwhelms you
No box of chocolates
Whichever way you fall
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
What will happen
Lover alone without love
Will you miss him?
Lover alone without--without love
No, no I'll get this
I want to treat you
You're still not famous
And you haven't struck it rich
Underachieving
'Cause no one's receiving
This tunnel vision
It's turning out all wrong
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
What will happen
Lover alone without love
Will you miss him?
Love alone without, without love
Music is worthless, unless it can
Make a complete stranger
Break down and cry
And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
And what will happen
Lover alone without love
And will you listen
Lover alone without, without love
Without love
Without love
Chelsita Anne's blog of wonder
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Tonights dinner....
1 Med. Eggplant sliced to desired size
1/3 C. Lemon Juice (approx.)
1/4 C. Soy Sauce (approx.)
1/4 C. Hot Pepper Juice (approx.)
1tbs Mrs. Dash Garlic and Herb
3tbs White wine of choice (approx.)
1 1/2 C. Cubed Turkey/Chicken
1/4 C. Flour
1tbs White Sugar.
Cooking oil, add when needed.
Water, add when needed.
Soak eggplant in lemon juice, soy sauce, and Mrs. Dash Garlic and Herb. Toss into thin layer of hot oil in frying pan, add more oil when needed to prevent burning of eggplant. Cook until tender. Plate eggplant, and de-glaze frying pan with white wine and leftover spice and liquid mixture. Add flour to form a paste. Add water to keep paste from being too thick, and work into a glaze, then add sugar. Add cubed turkey/chicken and mix until heated through. Plate with eggplant and top with orange zest.
Enjoy!!!!
Okay so I just like... invented this haha... It's good... trust me :) but you must like odd flavors!!!
Monday, December 20, 2010
School School I'm So Cool
Done with school!
Okay so I have a business class tonight, but I just have to hand in a 6 page report (yikes!) then listen to people's reports, and then skeet on home!
Haha..
Working on my yaoi and twincest, but I keep drawing blanks :( I'm so sad that my plot bunnies have gone into hibernation for the winter!!!! But sadly, I know they're going to wake up again RIGHT when I have school next!!! Dammit :(
But for now, I'm sitting at the college on my netbook typing this and a sex scene :P meh
I'm freezing my balls off!!! It's so cold in here D: oh noes... But on that note... I suppose I should go get my mommy from work!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
English Class
English class was completely pointless today. We somehow stupidly got on the conversation of evolution vs. creationism. Well, naturally, only a few people were talking and agreeing with one side or the other. I believe in evolution, TO AN EXTENT. I don't believe that we came from monkeys, whether there is 'proof' or not, there are obviously other ways to look at things.
First off, Christians aren't the assholes. Who made up the theory of purgatory and all of that bullshit? Catholics. I consider myself a Protestant/Conservative. I don't believe in purgatory or most of the bullshit that Catholics tend to get off on. So don't say that the Christians are making things up.
Second, who's to say that God didn't create Adam and Eve? What if...(now here's my theory)... What if God CREATED EVOLUTION and MADE little molecules that were on Earth, form into people and animals? You know how microscopic pairs can split into two or more? Well, who's to say that Adam, God's evolutionary creation, didn't split into two...forming Eve...? When amoeba's split, they aren't necessarily identical. Thus, creating a new sex of the human race, and the possibility to breed with no longer having the need to reproduce asexually.
Think about it.
First off, Christians aren't the assholes. Who made up the theory of purgatory and all of that bullshit? Catholics. I consider myself a Protestant/Conservative. I don't believe in purgatory or most of the bullshit that Catholics tend to get off on. So don't say that the Christians are making things up.
Second, who's to say that God didn't create Adam and Eve? What if...(now here's my theory)... What if God CREATED EVOLUTION and MADE little molecules that were on Earth, form into people and animals? You know how microscopic pairs can split into two or more? Well, who's to say that Adam, God's evolutionary creation, didn't split into two...forming Eve...? When amoeba's split, they aren't necessarily identical. Thus, creating a new sex of the human race, and the possibility to breed with no longer having the need to reproduce asexually.
Think about it.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
There's no way this just happens on its own
★ I want to live like a star. Shine brightly and then burst into a thousand pieces of glitter and stardust ★
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Stuffed Cabbage Leaves
1 Can Chick peas
1/2 Onion
1/4 Large green bell pepper
1/2 Small zucchini
1c Dry rice
Cabbage ends/bits (Chopped)
4oz or less Honey dew melon
1lb Turkey Burger
1/2 cup shredded cheese (I used cheddar)
Fresh herbs
Seasoned Salt
Fresh ground pepper
Garlic powder
Ground ginger
Curry powder
Crushed red pepper
Boil cabbage leaves for 3 minutes each, set aside. Mix the rest of ingredient and place a large amount (but not too large) of mixture into a leaf, roll and fold in sides, continue to roll.
Bake at 350 for 45minutes or until done, top with tomato sauce.
1/2 Onion
1/4 Large green bell pepper
1/2 Small zucchini
1c Dry rice
Cabbage ends/bits (Chopped)
4oz or less Honey dew melon
1lb Turkey Burger
1/2 cup shredded cheese (I used cheddar)
Fresh herbs
Seasoned Salt
Fresh ground pepper
Garlic powder
Ground ginger
Curry powder
Crushed red pepper
Boil cabbage leaves for 3 minutes each, set aside. Mix the rest of ingredient and place a large amount (but not too large) of mixture into a leaf, roll and fold in sides, continue to roll.
Bake at 350 for 45minutes or until done, top with tomato sauce.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Hotel review and other fun stuff
We went to "Boston" and stayed at the Crowne Plaza in Danvers, Massachusetts. The place was up on a hill in the middle of no where off the highway, and we were a little surprised to see a Coco Key water park attached to the building.
Over all, walking into the place was gorgeous. The lobby was very nice and had a few lounges. But the trouble started when we walked up to the desk to check in and were told about a $100 fee for a security deposit on the room. Okay? So we paid it...She told us we should receive the money back on our card after 7 business days... What ever. We walked away after being told our room was ready. She pointed us to a parking lot and said we could access the elevator from over there. The entrance wasn't too obvious and there were no hotel carts around to wheel our heavy luggage up to the 4th floor...Wonderful.
We arrived on the 4th floor and were disappointed to find that our room was the 2nd to last one on the left at the end of the long hallway. Not much to our surprise, the room wasn't ready. We stood around for a minute and looked down to see room service wasn't much far away, so we decided to head back down to the car with our heavy bags and head on over to TGI Fridays for a good lunch.
Considering we had checked in the hotel at 10:30am or so, and it was now past 1 in the afternoon, we figured the room should be ready. It wasn't. Mom got pissed and walked down to the lobby, threw her heavy bag onto the floor and stormed over to a manager. Our problem was finally fixed when the woman gave us a new room that was closer to the elevators. We stepped into our room and tossed our things down.
The room was blistering hot, and it stunk like old feet, of course, so did the rest of the hotel. Oh and what a wonderful view of the roof and parking lot we had! I had to use the bathroom, of course, so I went and and found only one bar of soap for 4 people.
I found the girls at the front desk slightly dumb, to say the least...On the hotel website it said that they had a Starbucks located in the hotel and they knew nothing of it. We just happened to be talking about it and another guest had to tell us that it closed a while ago. Wonderful news again!
At this point my mother and sister just wanted to go to the pool and relax for a while, so Alicia and I stayed in the room and considered going down for a swim. Well, before we knew it, Mom returned with a disappointed little sister because you have to pay $5 to use the pool. Wow!?!
What ever, we got over it. We went to our meeting of Andrew Wommack and had a blast. Sleeping was good, the beds were comfy and I felt like I was on a big marshmallow. And when my iPod died, no one even snored! I was very pleased with the restless night I had.
Morning rolled around and we were hungry, obviously. There was no continental breakfast, (did I mention that when we wanted a pizza delivered, they wouldn't bring it to our room for security reasons? Way to treat your guests...) Anyways, breakfast for 4 cost $50. It wasn't even very appetizing. Fed up, and ready to go home, we left the hotel with very poor attitudes. But it seemed as if they wanted us to stay! We pressed the button for an elevator and waited... waited... waited... over five minutes went by and we laughed and found another one... same issue. What ever! Broken elevators! We bounded down the stairs with our luggage and stormed out to the car while Mom checked us out.
http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/cp/1/en/hotel/bosns?crUrl=/h/d/cp/1/en/hotelsearchresults&rpb=hotel&start=11
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Andrew Wommack gave us some things to look up in the Bible while we were there. He said a few more but I just couldn't keep up, he shouts them out one after another! Haha!
Luke 16:10-13
Eph. 1:1-4, 14-19, 6-8
Psalms 1:39
Jer. 29:11
Galations 5:22, 2:20
James 2:19
Romans 10:9, 5:8, 10:17
John 6:63
1 John 4:17
1 Peter 2:21-24, 1:23
2 Peter 1:3-4
Proverbs 23:7
1 Cor. 6:17
He also said some inspirational and funny things.
"You're already blessed." Meaning you don't need to ask the Lord to bless you or save you/someone else from sin, that's already happened.
"God's in your belly; that's why you look down when you pray."
"The church is teaching 'The God Father', not God the Father."
"God loves you, stupid.."
"Your born again spirit is identical to Jesus."
(I came up with this one) "Demonic Party: Invite only. Guess what? You're not invited!" he was teaching about how you invite demons into your life, but you don't have to...or something.
"Don't embrace illness. It's not who you are." As in saying something like, "Oh I've been diagnosed with cancer but I accept my illness and I'll live with it....." so on and so forth.
"What a stupid prayer..."
"Some people may think I'm weird....But hey, I think you're weird."
"Thank you Father that You have already saved them." As in, you must thank the Lord for your healing, it may not be visible (yet) but you're healed.
"If God could be confused, he would be confused."
"You don't have to speak in tongues, you get to."
"Don't pray heaven down, pray heaven up!"
"Most Christian music is sorry, it's terrible...It will kill you!"
"If I was God, I would just dropkick us off the Earth...Right into space!"
Over all, walking into the place was gorgeous. The lobby was very nice and had a few lounges. But the trouble started when we walked up to the desk to check in and were told about a $100 fee for a security deposit on the room. Okay? So we paid it...She told us we should receive the money back on our card after 7 business days... What ever. We walked away after being told our room was ready. She pointed us to a parking lot and said we could access the elevator from over there. The entrance wasn't too obvious and there were no hotel carts around to wheel our heavy luggage up to the 4th floor...Wonderful.
We arrived on the 4th floor and were disappointed to find that our room was the 2nd to last one on the left at the end of the long hallway. Not much to our surprise, the room wasn't ready. We stood around for a minute and looked down to see room service wasn't much far away, so we decided to head back down to the car with our heavy bags and head on over to TGI Fridays for a good lunch.
Considering we had checked in the hotel at 10:30am or so, and it was now past 1 in the afternoon, we figured the room should be ready. It wasn't. Mom got pissed and walked down to the lobby, threw her heavy bag onto the floor and stormed over to a manager. Our problem was finally fixed when the woman gave us a new room that was closer to the elevators. We stepped into our room and tossed our things down.
The room was blistering hot, and it stunk like old feet, of course, so did the rest of the hotel. Oh and what a wonderful view of the roof and parking lot we had! I had to use the bathroom, of course, so I went and and found only one bar of soap for 4 people.
I found the girls at the front desk slightly dumb, to say the least...On the hotel website it said that they had a Starbucks located in the hotel and they knew nothing of it. We just happened to be talking about it and another guest had to tell us that it closed a while ago. Wonderful news again!
At this point my mother and sister just wanted to go to the pool and relax for a while, so Alicia and I stayed in the room and considered going down for a swim. Well, before we knew it, Mom returned with a disappointed little sister because you have to pay $5 to use the pool. Wow!?!
What ever, we got over it. We went to our meeting of Andrew Wommack and had a blast. Sleeping was good, the beds were comfy and I felt like I was on a big marshmallow. And when my iPod died, no one even snored! I was very pleased with the restless night I had.
Morning rolled around and we were hungry, obviously. There was no continental breakfast, (did I mention that when we wanted a pizza delivered, they wouldn't bring it to our room for security reasons? Way to treat your guests...) Anyways, breakfast for 4 cost $50. It wasn't even very appetizing. Fed up, and ready to go home, we left the hotel with very poor attitudes. But it seemed as if they wanted us to stay! We pressed the button for an elevator and waited... waited... waited... over five minutes went by and we laughed and found another one... same issue. What ever! Broken elevators! We bounded down the stairs with our luggage and stormed out to the car while Mom checked us out.
http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/cp/1/en/hotel/bosns?crUrl=/h/d/cp/1/en/hotelsearchresults&rpb=hotel&start=11
--- ---
Andrew Wommack gave us some things to look up in the Bible while we were there. He said a few more but I just couldn't keep up, he shouts them out one after another! Haha!
Luke 16:10-13
Eph. 1:1-4, 14-19, 6-8
Psalms 1:39
Jer. 29:11
Galations 5:22, 2:20
James 2:19
Romans 10:9, 5:8, 10:17
John 6:63
1 John 4:17
1 Peter 2:21-24, 1:23
2 Peter 1:3-4
Proverbs 23:7
1 Cor. 6:17
He also said some inspirational and funny things.
"You're already blessed." Meaning you don't need to ask the Lord to bless you or save you/someone else from sin, that's already happened.
"God's in your belly; that's why you look down when you pray."
"The church is teaching 'The God Father', not God the Father."
"God loves you, stupid.."
"Your born again spirit is identical to Jesus."
(I came up with this one) "Demonic Party: Invite only. Guess what? You're not invited!" he was teaching about how you invite demons into your life, but you don't have to...or something.
"Don't embrace illness. It's not who you are." As in saying something like, "Oh I've been diagnosed with cancer but I accept my illness and I'll live with it....." so on and so forth.
"What a stupid prayer..."
"Some people may think I'm weird....But hey, I think you're weird."
"Thank you Father that You have already saved them." As in, you must thank the Lord for your healing, it may not be visible (yet) but you're healed.
"If God could be confused, he would be confused."
"You don't have to speak in tongues, you get to."
"Don't pray heaven down, pray heaven up!"
"Most Christian music is sorry, it's terrible...It will kill you!"
"If I was God, I would just dropkick us off the Earth...Right into space!"
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